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Monday, March 19, 2007

Picture of the Year


This says it all. Happy 4 years of invasion, Iraq. (AP Photo/Adil al-Khazali)

And thanks to the Daily Kos for this review of American strategy in Iraq, as described by the president himself.

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

An Intriguing Parallel

Mad TV has the occasional flash of brilliance. This is one of them. I never saw the comparisons until now.

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

The Chickens Come Home Yet Again

Roost away, chickens of justice. Politicizing the judiciary is always wrong, and I hope Bush pays dearly for it. Apparently, it wasn't enough to get 2 justices on the Supreme Court, so they discussed firing nearly 100 federal attorneys, presumably to be replaced with more Bush cronies and appointments? It's startling, depressing, and infuriating to see the damage of this administration has caused will ring throughout America for decades at this rate. You may be a prince, George, but YOU ARE NOT OUR KING. Update: More on the suppression of GOP-unfriendly prosecutions and that Gonzalez' may be next on the block.

On the presidential ticket crazy, Hillary has decided she is above criticism. For the record, I agree with Geffen's comments - Hillary is ALREADY a polarizing figure, and her accusations of right wing conspiracies (it's not a conspiracy if it's obvious), maddening flip-flopping particularly on the War, and naked ambition will just make it worse for the party as well as fit the profile for the candidacy. This whole incident has shown that she's not afraid to pull classic Bush-like politics by asking someone to put on the kidd gloves while arming herself with brass knuckles, and I despise that. But she's got a (pretty good) ex-president stumping for her, and has been moving very decidely towards winning. It sort of scares me.

At least Obama is a real guy, and beleive it or not that gives me some faith - like Bush, he's made some mistakes but he has shown that he can ALSO learn from them and correct the problem. Whereas Hillary has worked madly to be perfect, even to the point of burying her Republican past. Enjoy the circus, but cross your fingers.

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Friday, March 09, 2007

Just Say No to Domestic Spying

To everyone who thought the Patriot Act was harmless and monitored by people who would not abuse the massive power it gave them, I told you so.

May heads roll for this.

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

Speaking of Parties...

I saw a fantastic film yesterday - Bastards of the Party, an HBO documentary on the birth and evolution of the LA street gangs. Directed by Cle "Bone" Sloan (most notable from his small part as a Blood in the Jungle in Training Day), the film is insightful both for its examination of the gang as a follow-up to the vacuum left by the Black Panthers and US Organization (the arguement that the Crips started as a social committee was fascinating) that was eventually transformed by 70's "me" culture, the loss of jobs for young black men caused by LA's diminishing industry and the influx of cocaine from Iran-Contra, AND the view from hardcore gangbangers (including Sloan himself). There was an amazing historical tapestry behind the entire life of LA's gangs, examined by everyone from the aforementioned gangbangers to former Panthers to UCLA professors and the US foreign relations liason!

Sloan, as our Virgil on this tour, is both eloquent and vulnerable as he discusses his own time as part of the Athens Park set of the Bloods. His passion for the topic seeps from the screen, and the montage of life in LA remains a factual, historically-minded tone with an understandably slight slant against the LA government and police who have made a bit of sport of harassment in South Central LA.

Though as a sociology student and crime buff, I was a shoe-in to enjoy this film, Becky liked it quite a bit too. Watching this film, I realized that the events depicted in this film have affected my life directly - I grew up with some of these displaced gangsters, and lived through the gang wars, crack, prostitution and fear that plauged my neighborhood when I was young. I would strongly recommend this movie to anyone with an interest in American urban life, true crime, race relations, or just insightful documentaries. I can say with confidence that Bastards of the Party is the best crime documentary I've seen since The Thin Blue Line over 15 years ago.

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Late to the Party, But the Bar's Still Open

I've been talking a lot offline about Barack Obama, Hillary Clinton, and sexism and racism in America's effect on their campaigns. Many of my friends and fellow liberals feel Hillary is a known quantity, already a polarizing force as Bill Clinton's most important advisor, but most think that Obama has a tougher road thanks to his black heritage...or more accurately, his black AND white heritage.

This bullshit of "is he black enough" from both the liberal and, particularly, the conservative camps drives me absolutely batty. That's why I was so impressed and sympathetic with Obama's responses to 60 minutes (particularly the video "Black Enough?" there at the bottom left, where he says he still gets passed up by cabs and no one ever asks him if he's black when he's playing basketball). He and I are of a same mind on this - America is at the point where race, while sticky at times, is really being blown up by black and white intellectuals who assume it's a bigger issue with the prolitariat, who obviously must be bigoted morons, than it is. The astounding thing about all these interviews is the subtle yet racially-pointed questions asked by the interviewer in the first place - questions 1, 2, and 3 are on his race, his name and his admitted drug experiementation, THEN we get to his experience, which in my mind is his biggest obstacle.

The question of Obama's race is significant if someone is polling the entire country, but honestly we'll probably see most red states stay red and blue states stay blue. We all learned in 2001 that you only have to win 50.01% of the vote to be President, and it can happen again. So if race is the determining factor (and I don't think it will be - I think sexism, being unaddressed in the same way as race as been, would be more devisive) I don't think it will decide the presidency.

The ultimate concern for me is whether the Dems will pass the nomination to Clinton, who fits the predicatable safe path and middle of the road canidacy, rather than take a swing at the first candidate with genuine political charisma and common sense to get the nod in decades. Obama is obviously bright, well-spoken, grounded, and a powerful personality in a time where personalities rule. He's a REAL PERSON. He speaks to the next great generation of Americans. He is not afraid. I can only hope Democrats recognize this for how amazing valuable it is and have the balls to back him.

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

You Got the Wrong Guy!

CNN just asked me, "Do you agree with the Scooter Libby verdict?" Of course I don't! Sure, Libby's a snake...but he's a garter snake in a den of vipers. He's a fall guy for Bush, Rove and Cheney's play to get get their war on in Iraq, and I don't think he should be the one to fall on their sword.

Besides, impeachment hearings are so much more satisfying...

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Monday, March 05, 2007

Striking a Blow for Common Sense and Non-Bitchiness

OK, so Ann Coulter is losing ad revenue for calling John Edwards a faggot. Really, why should she care? As long has her plans to raise the Third Reich keep plodding slowly forward, she'll be just fine. THEN she'll show those fags who's BOSS!

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Why Beloit Rocks

People sometimes ask me why I went to Beloit College in Wisconsin when I lived and always intended to live in Portland after graduation. The simple answer? Because we produce archeologists.

Yeah, no kiddin'. Plus the guy who inspired Indiana Jones, and the guy who played Indiana Jones, attended our school (even if only for a semester in the latter case).

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

"Just Deal With It."

I've recently been trying my hand at hyperbole when discussing game design - it's a time honored tactic that goes back to the earliest days of both gamers and game designers and I thought I had better get with the program. There are certain things I never do or always assume as a designer, which I think many designers could benefit from - call it hubris, call it experience...it all works for me.

The idea of asking a player to cope with a game or rule is just one of those things that wrings the hyperbole from me like Crest from an alumninum tube. Coping, in my mind, is the polar opposite of what gaming means; we game to make our own fun, not to deal with someone else's ideas of how that fun should be structured. Everytime you ask a player to "just deal with" a rule (not a ruling, mind you, but a rule itself - rulings are vital to keeping a game working) you are saying, 'My fun is more important than your fun,' and that's anathema to a good, healthy game group. Gaming is by its very nature - a group of friends telling a story together - a democratic exercise, and needs to remain as such as much as possible.

At the designer level, believing you can tell players to deal with your specific concepts is even more seductive and even more unforgiveable. There are many guys who don't write settings in their books, but write their campaigns. While there is some utility in this approach from a procedural standpont, writing a campaign, which is built for the people you game with specifically, ignores the many possiblities and interpretations that actual play groups bring to the table.

Making a game that respects the play group's vital contribution to the life of that game is both thrice as difficult and half as rewarding for the ego - people are not playing your game now, but rather playing a game you equipped them to run. It forces you to consider what people might want to do with your game beyond your vision, and worst of all, accept the distinct possibility they just don't give a fuck what you like or what you think about how a game should run beyond the mechanics.

This is exactly what makes writing games so challenging for me in the beginning, and so rewarding at the end. It's like how I describe game design to non-gamers - 'it's like writing the beginnings of 50 novels, where you don't know the characters or the plot, and have an editor who can do whatever the hell he wants to your manuscript once you put it down.'

So game designers, my message to you is: accept the fact you're enablers, creating the possibility for good, fun stories rather than telling them. That's why you're not a novelist...that and the fact nobody cares to hear about your character.

Just deal with it.

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Accidental Wisdom

Not so much the wisdom I've gained through my many and notorious accidents, but a nugget I spat out without thinking that turned out be quite accurate for a friend's situation with her boyfriend:

"Mistakes don't define people, people define their mistakes."

Now before you think I sound like The Sphinx from Mystery Men, I think it rings true. Everyone makes mistakes, but I don't think they are something that just happen - rather, I think they are indicators of a person's fallibilities and tendencies. In this case specifically, my friend is dealing with a boyfriend who cheated on her then lied about it (natural enough). I thought she should dump him, because my bet is once he goes through the repentance phase she faces possible relapse. She doesn't think people should be defined or damned by their mistakes - but I think that mistake tells her what she needs to know for the future.

Maybe I'm a cruel bastard, but it sure seemed like wisdom.

Words Cannot Express...

...the awkwardness of this situation. I can only think of 2 responses: 1) I am SO glad I'm not dating anymore; and 2) the second rule of Blog Club is you do NOT BLOG ABOUT BLOG CLUB!

Thanks to The Genius for the link.

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